Author: protogen

thoughts are getting worse, more common, more…odd, and not sitting well with me. im coming across the same questions again.

been some time since ive been back here, which is good. system shows better results, im actually for the most

well, it appears to have calmed down. not sure what the deal was, if it was an action or maybe

something’s wrong, like really wrong. to touch a bit here – i had fucked up some shit on this node

still no response…not even a read indicator. did i fuck up royally? all of today has been like I’ve been

messages sent this morning…its 1827 and he still has yet to read them. it makes me anxious but I still

welp, it feels like this is some sort of life changing thing. like I’m about to have someone make a

well, something happened last night. i noticed that with me doing a bit more work out of the house (doordashing,

im not sure why this continues to happen, but all of today i had nothing but deerboi on my mind.

it seems that despite distracting myself away from deerboi, i continue to think about him. watching the entirety of house