Author: protogen

well, today has been…moot. very little has occurred today and that’s just the way i like it. treat this day

just for clarification – no, nothing related to suicide is occuring. but instead, the day that apparently is chosen for

today has mentally been a shit show. outside of that, i guess okay. did some stuff with friends before it

I have to keep telling myself – its not sex I want, its love. It is not sex I want,

woke up about 4 in the morning today, was unable to fall back asleep… my mind begins to run wild

things have been relatively stable. I have mostly been working at the main job, putting server work to the side

I just woke up…not in the best mood. I had a dream that mixed in with lots of other items

its been some time since i came back on here. theres really not much to say other then the sexual

i fucking did it again. i went out and thought it was going to be fine for a “quick fuck”

im not sure what it is with me as of late. sexual drive is down, which is good…but all this