Month: April 2024

It seems I’m gaining a sort of enlightenment as time goes on. My soul and mind are calm, no longer

so…I wanted to just get my fantasy done and over with. try it once although I had a feeling I

so yesterday i had slept maybe 1-2 hours. I wanted to try and push to get more shit done because

i continue to be on and off with that platform…i dont want other younger folk around my age brand new

i am beginning to understand that this may be related to Kaizen…again. all of it. im missing that emotion and

I cant trust myself in my current state…this is going to take some time to restore back to something healthy…

im not sure why ive never thought about this before or never seen it…but theres something worse that i…it hurts

theres so much going on now im not sure if im processing anything at all anymore. so many issues, so

theres…theres a lot going on. and im not sure how i feel about it. lets start with the small stuff…well…small

fuses popped, things broken, and now…everything feels…lost. I ended up going to one of the sex clubs in Las Vegas.