Month: February 2024

i can feel myself slipping again and i dont know why…its hard to tell at the moment. but i know it is about how you hold yourself and how well you can keep up. i just gotta stay up enough until it keeps itself up for the time being.

The opprotinity to potentially complete my life and I hope he would feel the same…but I should be prepared for the worst at all times…

ive had a good last few days, it should be interesting to see how they continue to play out given my issues curving up and down like a roller coaster

damn this shit confusiing

this should hopefully be the final test – twitter developer setup is confusing as hell just to change keys from

this is a broadcast test for automatic publishing and provisioning of external resources outside of nest.protogen.army. if you’ve received this

well, today has been…moot. very little has occurred today and that’s just the way i like it. treat this day

just for clarification – no, nothing related to suicide is occuring. but instead, the day that apparently is chosen for

today has mentally been a shit show. outside of that, i guess okay. did some stuff with friends before it

I have to keep telling myself – its not sex I want, its love. It is not sex I want,